Sunday, March 23, 2014


Dear readers, how was your Sunday date or outing with your loved ones? Today is 23rd March which is the most happiest in my life of 2014. I had great Sunday with my man and my BFFF Shalini since afternoon until night. My daddy and I woke up at 9am and we get ready as usual. We went to Yee Hong coffee shop for breakfast as usual. After breakfast, we went back home. Around 12pm, my daddy went out to his workshop to meet his friends. Me? My man came and fetched me.

Bottom : Endless Fashion Boutique 
Shoes : Vincci
Photographer : Babe Shalini 
Venue : New World Park, Penang

We went to Shalini's house to fetch her. After that, we headed to Krystal Point. We went to Mazda and have a look at those cars as my boyfriend wants to buy car. WOOOHOOOO!! After that, we went Coffee Garden for lunch. I ate 'Tom Yam Mee' and my drink is Blueberry Snowbubble. While, my man's drink is Honeydew Snowbubble and Shalini's drink is Strawberry Snowbubble. After eating, we met up with our business partner Joseph and his cousin brother outside of Coffee Garden.

The Garden Restaurant

1-1-12A, Lebuh Kecil 6,
Krystal Point Corporate Park 2,
11900 Bayan Lepas, Penang.
Tel: 04 - 643 5119 / 016 - 413 8222
Business Hours: 10:30am - 10:00pm

They have a branch too:
Taman Kheng Tian
9-1-19 & 9-1-20, Taman Kheng Tian,
Business Centre, Jalan Van Praagh,
11600 Jelutong, Penang.
Tel: 04 - 281 4926

The interior design nice right??

Tom Yam Mee with Seafood 


Joseph brought us go 55 Cafe. After that, we went into the cafe. I was wanted to order the 3D art coffee and end up the cafe is out of electricity and we were so BAD LUCK!!! One more thing, their service was super sucks. We ordered and then we waited for 30 minutes plus and then one of the waitress just told us that we couldn't do the coffee for you guys. I was like WHAT?? We were waited for so long and yet you told us like this. First time giving me so bad IMPRESSION of this cafe. After that, we went to Starbucks Coffee, New World Park for chit-chat as we were so hot and sweating.

Took the menu and ordered the drink I want!! 
End up waited for 30 minutes plus and told us cannot do for us 
and super hot without electricity :( 
I seriously hate WAITING!!!!!! 

We reached New World Park and then we walked around and took some pictures too. After that, we went to Guardian. I bought Veet hair removal cream (dry skin) and some sweets Ricola which is one of my favourite sweets!! Then, we went to Starbucks Coffee and chit-chat with Joseph. After that, Shalini and I went to the counter and ordered drinks. Thank you Shalini for treated me back. She ordered Chocolate Cream Chip and I ordered Iced Cocoa Cappucino. End up our names exchanged. After drinking and chit chat until 4pm, we went our ways already. 

Veet Hair Removal Cream

Chocolate Cream Chip - BABE SHALINI 
Cocoa Cappucino - MINE 
We exchanged names LOL

Love her to the max and our friendship still counting until we died :) 
Don't judge her and her looks, thank you :) 
My only one best friend ever!!


My beloved laogong and me :) 
What's means 31st December? Our anniversary date :) 
The date we met together on 2009

Stupid face right?? Ishhhhh!!!
He likes to make me angry but at the same time,
 he makes me fall in love with him 
I love you, now + always + forever, laogong :)

We went to Royal Hotel as my boyfriend's friend invited him for some beauty gathering and end up it is a room. I was like WTF? They greeted themselves and I thought that they're friendly but I am very angry after that. What's the reason? They kept asking me that how come you and Shalini can be friends? How long you all know each other? And a lot of questions they asked about me and Shalini. Their questions make me very angry as they're so racist! Why Chinese and Indian cannot be friends? Why Chinese and Indian cannot be best friends? They introduced their beauty products are Easecox. They do demo on Shalini's face and body part as they're selling the whole corset to make our body shape looks slim. Also my face too. Well, not even 1 minute, my face started to gets itchy and I asked the girl to wash it for me. After that dunno what she put some more. After that, I straight went to toilet and wash it up! Well, my skin is super super sensitive! Sigh! 

At 6pm, my daddy called me already. Luckily, I faster said that want to go home already. Then, one of the girls also stopped doing the body part for Shalini in the toilet. After that, we said byebye to them. Shalini and I started gossiping already. OMG!!! The beauty face products (5 bottles) total is RM 2000. The beauty body products (4 items) total is RM 4000+. Expensive right? Well, this is my opinion. I am not that rich and born in rich family. I don't use skincare products because my skin is super super sensitive. If I got money, I also won't buy skincare products. I rather buy clothes and bags OR something useful to me only. Around 30 minutes, we arrived my house. I brought Shalini come to my house and yet she just 1st time come to my house as she don't have her own transport. But too bad my mummy is not here anymore. Sigh! 

My daddy was waiting for the washing machine to be done. Finally, it is done. We dry up the clothes in the balconies. After that, we went to Bayan Baru market for dinner. After dinner, we dropped Shalini back home already. Then, my boyfriend dropped my daddy and I back home. 

Tuesday, March 4, 2014


Well, how shall I start? By the way, this picture I captured by myself on 4/10/2008. I doesn't wanna take any pictures from as I want this post represents to me only. These are my feelings now. Actually, I am very very very sad until I don't know who I can find to talk to. For SERIOUSLY! I really miss my beloved mummy so much. I really want to ask a question to god "why you took away my happiness?" 

I didn't pray to you that I want to earn a lot of money. I just pray that I want my family to stay healthy and happy always. This is my simple wish I want! Why you cannot give it to me? I really want my mummy to back with me. I still haven't do a lot of things with her and promised her that I will take care of her and my dad once I am successful in my future. Why you never allow me to do so? WHY? 

Sometimes I keep thinking that WHAT HAVE I DONE? for so many times. The person should gets the sicknesses is ME! NOT MY MUMMY! I know I had done a lot of mistakes, I always believe that bad people will get retribution but now? I don't think so. My mummy was good to everybody and she always taught me to do good things, forgive people and being 'cincai' person. But now, why want to treat me like this? 

Everyday, every time, every night, every morning, every afternoon, I am sad and lonely without her. Why I really need my beloved mummy so much? Every morning I wake up, my mouth will starts talking with my beloved mummy until I sleep. I miss calling her OH MOTHER! or AH MI! for so many times. I miss hugging her from behind and disturb her while she is doing cooking in the kitchen. I miss cooking together with her. I miss eating lunch together with her while talking. 

I miss spying her while she is bathing (afraid that she will fall down). I miss watching channel 333 with her and my daddy. I miss I bought new items from online boutiques and show her. I miss wearing them for her to see and comment about it. I miss argue with her. I miss my childish reaction with her. I only can be childish in front of her. I miss taking nap together with her. I miss telling her everything of my secrets. I miss everything between me and her! 

After my mummy passed away, I am no longer happy girl and always smile. Without her, I won't and never be happy anymore. I hate myself so much! I also hate myself for NOT taking a lot of pictures of her together with me. Now I want to take, it is too LATE already! And I also hate my 21st so much! I shouldn't celebrate and blow my 21 candles on 25/8/2013!!!!!! My only wish is my mummy will recover, stay healthy back and be happy walking towards the journey with my daddy, brother, sis-in-law, sister, bro-in-law, me and my boyfriend. Now, I don't believe anymore! ALL ARE LIES to me! 

Why I say that I am living in the hardest life? I want to go and work but got some problems. What are the problems? I want to work from opening time until 6pm but I couldn't work at night shift. I don't want to leave my daddy alone at home. I know he is very sad too as he loves my mum so much. And I couldn't work on Sunday as my daddy told me that the hardest time for him is EVERY SUNDAY! So, I don't want to leave him alone at home too. And I only want to off on 1st and 15th day (CHINESE CALENDER) because I need to go and pray my mummy. I really hope I could find someone who understands me and my situation. 

I know many people choose their career but I choose my family. Now the most important person in my life is my daddy and I always telling myself that I gotta stay strong for him. Sometimes, I do really want to commit suicide   but how? Sigh! And lastly I wanna tell to those who look down on me while I am taking care of my mummy and after my mummy passed away, GO THROUGH MY LIFE FIRST AND THEN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT IS MY FEELING! Stop asking me to forget about my mummy! SHE IS MY MUMMY! How could I forget about her? 

And I don't feel proud that I have a godmother (a person who never respect me as her own goddaughter). Being rich is doesn't matter. Without your hubby's father-in-law business, aren't you rich right now? I guess without the business, you wouldn't rich now! And one more thing, I got only one mother in my life! She is the only one mother can be my mother! She is the perfect one NOT YOU! 

Saturday, March 1, 2014


Hello everyone, I am Jasmin here aka MissJasJas. I am 22 years old this year. What makes me to blog back? I used to blog since I am Form 2 if I am not mistaken. It is quite long time ago and I deleted it after I lost my mummy on 24th October 2013. I lost my passion on blogging and I deleted it because I found that most of my posts are emo posts everyday. I am sure no one will read about it right?

I started to have the passion to blog because of my friends. It is not that they blog and I also blog. This is me. I heard that blogging can be a career and earn money, but I know that it is not easy to do it right? I can understand those famous bloggers and their feelings as well. I didn't hope I can be the famous blogger one day but I just wanna write everything into my blog because only my blog can makes me express my feeling as I lost my beloved mother which is my lifetime best friend, best listener, best chef and everything she had done for me. No one knows how sad and suffer am I for 1 year 3 months when I was taking care of her without studying/working and anything. But there are so many people hurt me/look down on me before and after my mum passed away. Thank you for those people who treated me like this. I'll always remember it and never forgive you all. 

Well, I will blog about anything whatever I want. Please do respect it, thank you. If you don't know how to respect it, don't expect that I will respect you too. Same goes to other people. About bad comments/bad rumors about me, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I got no energy to hate people and reply these things. But think back? You're childish if you're like this :) 

Goodnight and sweet dreams everyone ♥